Real dreams

  • 15.03.2016, 21:21

Venice Beach, California 2015

There is a person I love very much who has a very special place in my heart. I was his and he was mine for a very long time, but after a long time of being in a partnership with him I decided to leave him to follow my own path and dreams. I knew I had to leave him when I started getting doubts if I should keep on going on my journey because I wanted to stay with him and experience life with him. That's the wrong way of thinking because true love never prevents a woman to pursue her dreams. If it's true love, it will be there waiting for me; like the moment we first met it was the most natural thing in the world to be together, we both knew we had been lovers not only in this life but many lives before.

When my heart belongs to someone else I truly love with all my heart and give everything of myself, and I did not have enough love for the both of us, I had only enough love to give to myself and my own goals.

Just like I knew the first time I met you was not really our first time, this is not the last time we will belong to eachother. I want you to know that I love you for understanding my need to experience life alone and supporting me even though it was not easy for you. Thank you. 

I had a dream about you last night, you were crying because you found out you were pregnant with your new girlfriend and you told me you haven't gotten to do everything you wanted in life yet and not ready to become a great father. I told you that I loved you for many reasons, one of them is the admiration I had for you and your power when you put your mind into whatever you wanted to be and you always succeeded even if it was things that most people can't achieve. If you set your mind to become the best father in the world, you can be.
In my dream I gave you a long hug, and when I woke up I truly felt you were with me that night. I felt loved when I woke up cause even though it was just a dream I am certain I was with you last night, and to be honest I really needed that hug. 

Tuesday March 15 2016: location Paris

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